Sunday, 19 March 2006

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    All The Stars And Boulevards
    By Augustana
    Boston
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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel...

    HaHa...I spent last night with a giant bowl of Vanilla Ice-Cream, a piece of Classic-Coffee-Cake, a Double Chocolate Fudge Cupcake, AND a venti caramel macchiato. While watching four episodes of "Popular: Second Season".
    Also, yesterday afternoon, I bought the movie Pride And Prejudice. And I bought two CDs; Augustana - All The Stars And Boulevards, and Aqualung - Strange And Beautiful. Great music.
    I'm not feeling too well. I'm going to the doctor either this week, or next. Scary...

    I've hit it. Rock Bottom that is.

    Okay. So, why is called "Rock Bottom"? Why can't it be "Pillowy Bottom"? I mean, shouldn't the utter hysteria, and fear of death while you're falling be enough punishment? Why put rocks on the bottom? And if not pillows, then I vote for marshmellows. mmm...or cotton-candy. That wouldn't be so bad either. Though I admit, it could get kind of sticky. Then again, so could the marshmellows if it were a warm day, and they were to start melting...gross. I'll just stick with the pillows I guess. They should replace the Rocks with Pillows. 
    JEEZ...I'm going crazy...seriously. The voices in my head tell me that I should be locked away in an insane alsylum.
    There should be a medication for this.

    I forget what TV show I was watching yesterday. But I'll quote something from it. I found it to be quite humorous. It said, "Don't you know? The Earth is the mental institution of the Universe." I've found that to be kind of true. Almost everyone has these little quirks, that if you were to really think about it, could quite possibly classify them as "crazy".

    I'm rambling...what's my problem!? lol. I had a fun week-end. It was great. No, really, it was. ~_^

    Just sitting here, thinking. and thought. that maybe. I need zoloft. although a friend of mine who used it (abused it, is closer to the truth) said he saw vines growing in his bedroom (that resembled jack's beanstalk), and it started twirling around him. suffocating.
    Sounds interesting.
    But he took too much dosage. Purposefully, for one reason.
    I would never do that, though

    I want to go to Boston.

    (i like Augustana)
    I think I'll go to Boston...
    I think I'll start a new life,
    I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
    I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
    I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
    I think I'll go to Boston,
    I think that I'm just tired
    I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
    I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
    I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
    Boston... where no one knows my name...

Comments (11)

  • Phoenix_Solitude

    **Chuckles** You don't need medications. I assure you. Now ME, on the other hand... I need medications. I'm actually ON Medications... I just ran out of my prescrip and need to renew it, but... that's another comment altogether. And no, you aren't boring me at all. I mean, I understand the whole, you don't want to dwell on it thing, but if you ever feel like you need to talk to somebody, you're more than welcome to "ramble" on to me--that's what I'm here for, ya know--whether on Xanga, or on the phone, or if I Ever get a sunday morning off then at church after the service, doesn't matter when or where to me, k? Don't EVER Ever forget that!!!!

    Silly goose. ;)

  • yoohvegotttoluvme
    hey ummm yeah i moved here in june .........: ( and it is cold and miserable ) but i imagine i will get over it  so you are recording??? with your band ??? (we've got alot of catching up to do ...alot ... keep in mind that it takes falling to the bottom before you can get to the top... or somewhere close to it ... always kim
  • yoohvegotttoluvme
    p.s . you look sooooooooo different ...
  • SouthernBeauty317

    Hey,

    Photography is a passion of mine. I want to be a photographer. Well that's one of the things I want to be anyway.

    I understand what you mean. Changing that...even when you were 3 would have a different outcome on how you would be as a person. But it has had an impact on the person you are today.

    Emily

  • yoohvegotttoluvme
    um i hope it warms up RIGHT NOW it would be nice if it only snowed in the winter time no i dont have a myspace ...... so you and your band sound really good i was kinda sad when you said you were stuck behind a computer all day the 1st time i saw this site because i thought that ,that, had meant you didnt pursue your music that was kinda your passion but i am really relieved that that is not the way things are . ummm jeez that would be fun to do the whole music thing ... yeah any way bck to the snow i want to learn to snow board sooo bad i have a couple of friends up here that could teach me. .... soo mr.hepinstals son is in your band ??? thats cool the only way i really new him was as tracys b/f how  is that relationship going any way? ... oh and the way you look diff. is you look like you are a lot more confident in yourself and w/ ur life and dontworry its a good thing .... my sister is still in fl she has a baby girl named elizabeth mae  she is georgeous i am sooo sad that the only way i have seen her is in pictures but ..... such is life...... well i am out **** always**** kim
  • Phoenix_Solitude

    So, anyways, you're in a band? Tell me more.

    We should so hang out sometime. I think we'd have fun.

    Gimme a call sometime, and maybe if you aren't busy and I'm not working we can do something. Like, ...   

    ...

    I don't know what. But we can figure out something.

    Talk to you later? 

  • yoohvegotttoluvme
    hey ok so yeah i do have a myspace ....now.... but it is totally dumb looking and stuff you should tell me how to decorate and all that cool stuff you did to yours... pleez... My URL
    http://www.myspace.com/crazyisalifestyle.... as you can tell i have no idea how to do it lol ^^ kim
  • Phoenix_Solitude
    Hey. I heard some woman blaring this really neat sounding music, and found out it was a Christian rock band. I like it, I figured you might too. Check out their website: http://www.forgivenfive.com
  • Coyster7
    I get on a plane monday to visit Boston where no one knows my name!
  • slowppl

    hey hey, you never called heath bar =]

    hope your doing ok, you've got me worried mr.

    you dont have to call, just comment and let me know how your doing, i only get the outline that you write in your xanga.

    anywho, love ya bunches, peace

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