Tuesday, 19 September 2006
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Betrayal...
Funny word.
It's strange. I've unintentionally hurt some people recently, and now that they're purposefully trying to hurt me back, I feel guilty for feeling betrayed...because in their eyes, I betrayed them first.
BUT I DIDN'T.
And now, I'm kind of trapped in this web of lies and deceit, and I want nothing more than for everything to work out. I want nothing more than for them to forgive me for doing whatever it was that I did.
If I could go back, I know I would have done things differently. Handled myself differently. Not been so naive, ignorant, selfish, STUPID!
I'd tell them I'm sorry! But I already have. Multiple times.
This...is...ridiculous.
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